Fantasies

I confessed to my friend Howard that I sometimes fantasize about him. He took it pretty well. I actually suspect he wasn't all that surprised.

Of course why should he be. He's gorgeous, smart and from my one experience - really good in bed. All the makings of a good fantasy guy. He says I give him too much credit, but I really don't. Besides the Howard in my fantasies has no choice but to be good. As a matter of fact that Howard likes exactly the same things I do. Couldn't say if that were true or not with the real life Howard.

It's not all that common for me to think that way about men I actually know. Mostly because it's hard to look them in the eye when earlier in the day I was thinking about all sorts of naughty things with them. Howard gets to be one of the few exceptions because he lives miles and miles away and I don't have to run into him.

Why did I tell him? Not sure. I do like to provoke him a bit. He's sooooooooooooo serious and I like to see if I can throw him off balance from time to time. I never do, but I keep trying.